Saeng-il Cheuk Ha Hamnida Dongwoon oppa!

Today it's Dongwoon from BEAST's birthday! I celebrated it with my littlesister by eating melons.

생일축하해요 손동운! ^_____^ 

Ah! I can’t believe it’s your birthday already.

I remember the times when I use to bash B2ST especially YOU. Yes, YOU. The times when I kept saying how ugly you look or how stupid you sing but I ended up liking you. It’s funny how it happened. I was just searching for a U-Kiss fanfic and then you just popped out of nowhere in the story. I feel really intrigued about you at that time. So that’s how my obsession with you started. I searched more fanfics of you. I researched photos, biography, music videos. EVERYTHING that a fan girl looks for. So then I start reading fics about you and I feel .. different. You know that feeling? When you feel so good but you don’t even know why. I don’t know why but everything feels good. My heart beats so fast when I see you. I really find it weird but everything seems right to me. 

I don’t know if this is what they called love or if it is just infatuation or I’m just crazy but for all the guys that came into my life you’re the different one. I never felt like this before. You’re the only one who makes me feel thankful for waking up the next day. Sometimes in my life when I feel so down thinking about you brightens me up.

This sounds REALLY CRAZY but I am just saying what I feel. I know most of people who will read this will say things like “This girl needs a medication” or something like “You’re going to get old all by yourself if you don’t stop your obsession with Dongwoon”. Seriously, I don’t care about what the future holds or if I’m going crazy because I know I’m not. Yes I do like you a lot but that doesn’t mean I am expecting for you to like me back. I am HOPING not EXPECTING. It’s a different thing. I wouldn’t mind tho’ if you got a girlfriend or get married. It’s normal. You’re just human. I know it will hurt me a lot to see you with other girls but like I said it’s normal. 

Aish~ this was supposed to be a birthday letter for you but I end up telling you all of this. ;______;

Ah~ I don’t know what to say anymore. You might be tired from hearing/reading all of this but I’m going to say it anyway. kekekeke

Dongwoonie, 

Today is your special day. I hope you reach all of your goals in life. Don’t lose hope in fulfilling your dreams! We B2uties are always going to be here to support you. ^^ 

I hope you stop bringing yourself down like saying that you lack in something. No one’s perfect. Your imperfections make you perfect. Still, i’m glad to see you work hard for yourself, for your family, friends and to us your fans. 

You’re the most amazing person I have known in my whole life. Seriously, I don’t even know that someone like you exists in this world. Please don’t change. I love you the way you are. The clever, bubbly, kind, cutie pie maknae. You always brighten up people’s mood, you touch people’s hearts and I’m one of them. You made me realize that even though how many hardships you had in your life you still need to keep going on to strive for your dreams. You made me realize that nothing’s impossible. You’re the reason why I never lose hope in my life. 

손남신, thank you for everything. Thank you for being an inspiration in my life. You don’t even know how much you helped me with my life. You’re the reason for the smile on my face. You’re the reason why I study hard. Since you came into my life I’ve seen the true beauty of living in this world. I’ve seen the true beauty of life. 

You may not even have a single clue about this but I just want to say that …. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. 

This text, THIS TEXT IS REALLY A LETTER FROM HEAVEN TO MY DONGWOONIE, LOVE U.

Source: TUMBLR FTW! 

/ Josefin, Tove and Maja